It’s There

The feeling burns within my soul

Letting me know

I can do something with my life

And I can go somewhere

It soothes my doubting mind

And calms my troubled heart

Letting me know

I can make it if I try

I really don’t know what it is

But I know it’s there

For a Reason

There’s a reason I don’t like you

And a reason I don’t talk to you

There’s a reason I avoid you

And a reason I don’t walk with you

There’s a reason why I keep to myself

And a reason why we’re not friends

There’s a reason I walk the other way

And why our non-existent friendship is over

The reason I speak lies is because you do

The reason I don’t like you is because you don’t me

The reason I don’t speak to you is because you don’t me

At least I have reasons for not liking you

Where are yours? 

Passed By

Life has passed me by

Not caring who I am

And not caring what I’ve done

Friends have passed me by

Not caring for my respect

And not caring for my friendship

Family has passed me by

Not caring that I’m blood

Not caring that I still need them

Life has passed me by

Friends have passed me by

Family has passed me by

And you’ll be the next to pass me by

With a Passion

I hate you with a passion

Your voice

Your looks

Just everything about you

You speak not of truth

But of what you know

Which is nothing

You don’t know me

You know only what you see

You don’t know my background

And you don’t know who I am

I’m just tired of you

And your ignorant accusations

Just go away and leave me alone

Because I hate you with a passion

Sincerely Yours

Dear Korey,

                We met each other such a long time ago.  Such a long time ago when life was easy.  Life was easy when we were younger.  We would play everyday without a care in the world.  We had our good times and our bad, but we always came through laughing.  Then we started to get older and we went to school.  Times started to get rough, but we still came out smiling.  We got a little bit older and we went to middle school and we grew further apart, but we still spoke on occasion.  You became depressed and angry, so I distanced myself to keep from annoying you.  We grew up some more and I started to see you again.  We had fun again, but mot as much as we used to.  Then in an instant, you were gone.  I wallow in sorrow now that you’re gone.  I broke your heart and made you sad, mad, and depressed.  Hopefully, we’ll see each other soon, but until then, I’m sorry.

Sincerely Yours, 

Through it All

Through all of the hurt

Through all of the pain

There’s nothing left to live for

There’s nothing left to gain

All my unselfish ways

Have all caught up with me

Now I can give no more

I guess loneliness is the key

What I once had

Is no longer there

But I can’t complain

I can’t say it’s not fair

Time will pass

My true love won’t last

And through it all

I’ll always be last

Love, Lust and Loss

You can love someone

You can lust after someone

And you can lose someone

Love is poetic and reaches the soul

Love is kind, understanding

And will never judge

Lust is lonely and preys on the unsuspecting

Lust is blind, it doesn’t care

And it doesn’t love, but obsesses

Loss hurts and lingers when unwanted

Loss leaves you lonely and lusting after love

And loss can sway your mind to do anything

Love, lust and loss

Is a triple team on emotions

Be careful which one you choose

Because all can lead to heart break

On my Nerves

You always think you’re right

And don’t know what to say

I’m just disgusted with you

But I have to deal with you everyday

If I had the chance

I would shoot you dead

But I’m too nice for that

So listen to what I’ve said

I’m tired of your mess

I can’t take you anymore

Please just go away

Just walk out that door

Get away from me

Before you get what you deserve

Yeah you just keep on walkin

Cause you are on my nerves

Pissed Off

We’ve been over this

And we’ve been through this

And we just can’t get it right

We were fine a year before

But times have changed since then

Now all we do is fight

I’m tired

And I’m weary

And this just has to end

I’m just angry

and just pissed

so we can no longer be friends

 My Demise

I lie in bed

and stare at the ceiling

looking over my life

and where it couldv'e been

I see my chilhood

on a movie reel in my head

looking at my happiness

and seeing the simplicity of it all

Then I grew up

and the reel grew darker

I saw my saw my happines fade

and my life lost its simplicity

I lie in bed

and stare at the floor

looking over my life

and my bitter-sweet demise

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He sits there and smiles

hoping no one would see

the hurt that overwhelms him

with his every evil deed

As the camera is lowered

his smile fades from view

and sadness takes over his face

rekindling his pain anew

He sits and thinks

as the reel in his head spins

What his life could have been

If only again he could begin

As he closes his eyes

knowing his movie reel he did spend

and he lets out that last pained breath

as his life comes to an end

The Fact

The fact that you lied to me

And the fact that you didn’t care

Made me realize how much I hated you

And how much you weren’t there

The fact that you left me

And the fact that you turned your back

Made me realize how much I despised you

And how much your face I could smack

The fact that you loved me

And the fact that you said it too late

Made me realize how much I missed you

And made me wonder why did you wait

Would it all be the same?

Would it all be the same

If I had never came

To the conclusion that haunts my brain

And drives my soul insane

Would it all be the same

If I was to blame

For the world in it’s current state

Full of killing and full of hate

Would all be the same

If I had come to fame

In the path that I choose

And me they could not accuse

Would it all be the same

If my heart they could not tame

And I showed who I really was

And they all loved me just because

But the same I do not know

For this life I can’t overthrow

So I must live the life I was given

And give the life I’ve been livin